{"id":1524,"date":"2015-07-14T08:18:27","date_gmt":"2015-07-14T08:18:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/illumination2.wordpress.com\/?p=1524"},"modified":"2015-07-14T08:18:27","modified_gmt":"2015-07-14T08:18:27","slug":"impaired-judgement","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.itayemi.com\/blog\/2015\/07\/14\/impaired-judgement\/","title":{"rendered":"Impaired Judgement"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Impaired Judgement<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I shouldn&#8217;t write anything for a while. My judgement is impaired. Not from drinks or alcohol. I did take a break once a long time ago. Then a short one recently. But it seems it wasn&#8217;t long enough.<\/p>\n<p>I have somehow managed to become the harbinger of psychological and emotional pain. The trouble that sticks like mud. But I am not wicked or spiteful (not anymore anyway).<br \/>\nI am trying to be a good man.<\/p>\n<p>Apologies for anything on this site that is offensive. Let me know and I will take it down. <strong>My motives are not always right nor my position unselfish<\/strong>. But I write not only to sooth my ego (which I am trying to cut down to size), but as a form of therapy.<\/p>\n<p>I will take responsibility for my actions (and inaction). I will not blame anyone else for the past nor for the present. Because ultimately I made the decisions one way or another that resulted in the outcomes I experienced.<\/p>\n<p>I am (now) a better man.<\/p>\n<p>THG.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Impaired Judgement I shouldn&#8217;t write anything for a while. My judgement is impaired. Not from drinks or alcohol. I did take a break once a long time ago. Then a short one recently. But it seems it wasn&#8217;t long enough. &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.itayemi.com\/blog\/2015\/07\/14\/impaired-judgement\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":336,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[325,510,511,548,671,806,934,993,1038,1072],"class_list":["post-1524","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-ego","tag-impaired","tag-impaired-judgement","tag-judgement","tag-mud","tag-psychological","tag-spiteful","tag-therapy","tag-unselfish","tag-wicked"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.itayemi.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1524","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.itayemi.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.itayemi.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.itayemi.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/336"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.itayemi.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1524"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.itayemi.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1524\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.itayemi.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1524"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.itayemi.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1524"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.itayemi.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1524"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}