{"id":350,"date":"2012-01-18T07:45:01","date_gmt":"2012-01-18T06:45:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.itayemi.com\/blog\/?p=350"},"modified":"2012-01-18T07:45:01","modified_gmt":"2012-01-18T06:45:01","slug":"here-am-i","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.itayemi.com\/blog\/2012\/01\/18\/here-am-i\/","title":{"rendered":"Here am I"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I have been wondering how easy is it to say like Isaiah &#8220;Here am I, send me!&#8221;<br \/>\nThere are people throughout known history who appear to have suddenly turned their backs on the secular world (some of them quite well-to-do), with something like &#8220;I am done with this s**t&#8221; and promptly lived a devoted\/spartan life as a monk in a monastery or in some similar setting. It couldn&#8217;t have been very easy, yet (with God&#8217;s help?) they pulled it off.<br \/>\nI once met a young Catholic priest who had just graduated from the University and was going to take up his first posting at some church somewhere on the outskirts of Abuja I think. We got talking and I asked him how he came to be a priest and he told me he just knew early on that it was his calling. I guess nothing beats that level of assurance and conviction of ones purpose in life.<br \/>\nI have sometimes wondered that if indeed we believe that Christ&#8217;s coming is imminent (though we also know this may be now,  1000seconds or 1000years), may it not be a good idea to ditch &#8220;it&#8221; all, along with all its worries, strife, and pursuit of (worldly) happiness, and just go live the devoted life of a monk somewhere?<br \/>\nCan one enter a convent or seminary on a trial basis? I know this was possible (especially with monasteries) earlier on but does the same still apply? I need to find out. (This does not of course apply to the married people, who are automatically &#8220;excused&#8221;, who have a duty &#8211; after loving God first &#8211; to their families.)<br \/>\nThere are of course several pertinent questions:<br \/>\n&#8211; has one been called (but does it really matter? Can&#8217;t one just &#8220;decide&#8221;?)<br \/>\n&#8211; is it an &#8220;escape&#8221; from the world and all its troubles (but why not?)<br \/>\n&#8211; are there more reasonable or practical alternatives (what is the definition of these terms and from whose perspective?)<br \/>\n&#8211; is it in line with God&#8217;s word (I dare say it&#8217;s not against it. After all Paul wasn&#8217;t married and didn&#8217;t procreate and Jesus telling the rich young man to sell his wordly goods, and follow him carries the slightest hint that if the man wasn&#8217;t already married, he himself may find it expedient not to do so had he elected to follow the master)<br \/>\n&#8211; and many more questions<\/p>\n<p>Answering these questions satisfactorily is probably the difficult part: the 800pound Gorilla blocking the way. But once overcome, who knows, maybe one might just say: &#8220;Here am I, send me!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Reference: Isaiah 6:8<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have been wondering how easy is it to say like Isaiah &#8220;Here am I, send me!&#8221; There are people throughout known history who appear to have suddenly turned their backs on the secular world (some of them quite well-to-do), &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.itayemi.com\/blog\/2012\/01\/18\/here-am-i\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-350","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.itayemi.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/350","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.itayemi.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.itayemi.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.itayemi.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.itayemi.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=350"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.itayemi.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/350\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":353,"href":"https:\/\/www.itayemi.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/350\/revisions\/353"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.itayemi.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=350"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.itayemi.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=350"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.itayemi.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=350"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}